I never thought you were perfect but you were good. You were sweet. You were loving.
If someone needed love, help, support, or anything you could give, you would have been there for them. I know this about you because of what I saw in you and what your friends talked about after your loss .. it's such a hard word really. Loss.
It is one thing to think about the loss of your purse, wallet, or cellphone.. but to lose everything, to lose a child, to lose what you had hoped for, wanted, and dreamed about. Then you lose hope.
I have a movie reels in my head. That plays over and over again, of you as a baby, as toddler, as a young girl, and as a teenager.
Your Dad and I have had moments. Somehow we have moved on. Never forgetting, that is impossible (we still cry sometimes) , we often talk of you, things that make us smile, or laugh. we play music you use to listen to (Okay I play it for him) and I don't know it all. Just what you blasted through the house.
You have forever touched us, and we will forever love you.
I Love You Alyssa, I Miss You.